Just like many people, I am devastated over the news of Arashi stopping their group's acitivites by the end of 2020. I will respect their decision and thoughts wholeheartedly, but that doesn't stop me from feeling sad. Sadly, I've taken them for granted. I've always consider them to be my safe home and place for me to go back to whenever I'm down and try to get away from everything, even from my own current fandom. The news kinda affect me greatly I cried so hard all night last night, and barely functioning. Tho I'm okay now.....I hope. 

To Arashi and the five people who makes up the group, I hope you will be able to do things that you want and live freely. I hope for you to always be happy despite everything. 

Thank you for always being there for me when I needed you the most, Good luck and all the best

I will wait for you, and continue to support you !

 hello hello~

today is my 2nd day of holiday after my semester for my 1st year degree ended wooo but I still have 3 assignments and 3 exams to go orz

I'm currently searching for arashi links bec I missed 2 months worth of arashi omg I managed to find some but I'll work on those I haven't huff

I feel bad for my mutuals who are friend with me on twitter because most of them are my fellow arashian, but these past 2 months I've been posting more and more bts. I'm so worried on what will they think of this. I don't want them to think I abandon the arashi fandom, because I'm not. it's just that I'm more into BTS right now, but I do keep updates on Arashi as well

I feel bad that, what if they are sick of me spamming bts everyday....I'm sorry for that, please don't hate me or BTS lol seriously tho I had to unfollow some people bec they're quite salty of my fav and insulting them (;__;) I don't mind them not liking bts, but insulting them openly is umm even I'm trying my best to avoid fanwars as much as possible (tho people keep getting on my nerves, even the nicest people would become bad if they keeps on being tested, just like one of the most nicest fansite I've ever met)

It's almost that time of they year, Music Station Super Live and Kouhaku Uta Gassen!! BTS have the honor to perform in MSte Super Live, I'm so happy! I want to see them interact with Arashi so badd XDD and of course, Kouhaku, where our little Neen become the host for the white team huehue I can't wait to watch 

I swear this place has become my journal or something

hello hello~!!

I know I've been super inactive with my arashi fandom lately (it's almost 2 months I'm living my life without watching any arashi tbh) I first took a break because I was catching up with some anime and manga. But right now it's a different story~


so, lately, I've been into a Kpop group (OMG I'm suprised at myself too since I've always been into Jpop) but yeah. But let me be honest...I can't say I'm into Kpop, since to me Kpop definition is too wide, just like Jpop. I'd say I'm into Jpop because I honestly listen and like a lot of Japanese singers. So for Kpop, I can't say I'm into them, BUT I WOULD say I'm into BTS. So i told my family no, I'm not into Kpop, I'm more like, into BTSpop XDD lol seriously but this is just my opinion


so from that statement, I'm currently into BTS, or Bangtan Boys, or Bangtan Sonyeondan~! *start chanting their name* lol I'm still into Arashi that's for sure, but it is more like I'm taking a break from arashi for a while...trust me, I already missed them. I watched their LOVE concert the other night while waiting for my bts to load, and ugh my heart


I don't have regrets for liking BTS at the moment~ it's quite fun and I'm happy to be an ARMY as well, since I can find their stuffs anywhere <-- the most important things, ever lol but yeah


I'm officially both an Arashian and also an ARMY <3


Have a good day~!

Today is the start of my semester break, and my exam just end today as well, yeeaaaaay

So I'm gonna marathon Arashi concert and shows!! since my break is 2+ months long

When you have 1 assignment and 2 exams left but AYH concert, Documentary, and Arena DVD is out ......


Someone need to keep me on my ground honestly I'm procrastinating a lot D:

I wanted to do this the moment I saw kurisucchi first post this but planned to post this today on the 5th May because it's my first anniversary of being Arashi fan woohoo *throw confetti around

okay enough of that, let's start XD


1) What year did you became an Arashian?
- It was on 2016!!

was actually a fan of SZ before but I stopped watching them until last year I saw them coming to VSA so i was like "oh? isn't that the show that Jun is in?" (I'm a fan of Jun since waay before) so I watch the ep and completely fell in love with Arashi waw


2) Which member baited you and how?
- I'm gonna say proudly that I'm Jun-baited XD it was when I was in 2012 when I tried to find an anime-based drama, and found Gokusen. I've always love gokusen anime so I decided to watch it. Saw Sawada Shin (Jun) and I instantly fell in love <33 since then Jun always have a special place in my heart even if I don't watch drama until last year


3) Who is your ichiban when you started? & if you changed, who is your ichiban now?
- My ichiban is Jun <3 if I changed not gonna change tho it would be Nino...because when I started in the fandom I remember I fangirl over nino so hard because of FD. and besides, he's my niban now <3


4) What was your first concert when you became a fan.
- How i wish I could attend arashi concert :'(( someday onegai !!


5) Emoticon your Arashi rank
- eeeh I'm using laptop right now so I'll only use alphabets

M>N>OAS


6) Your first Arashi official merchandise?
- Arashi Arafes '13 DVD BluRay !


7) Fav Concert (the one you keep on repeat mode)?
- 5x10, Scene, Digitalian, and LOVE


8) Fave Song (group) from your favorite concert?
- 5x10
- Movin' On, Mada Ue wo, Let me down
- Zero-G, Tell me Why, Hope in the darkness
- PARADOX, Starlight Kiss, Ai wo Utaou


9) Give me your FAVORITE QUOTE FROM A SONG & WHO SAID IT that has helped you and has been your source of strength?
- the lyrics from 5x10

-When you feel like you want to cry, then let's meet here again
The same 5 guys as always will send you their love　(yeah)
Wishing together for a future together with you　(yeah)
Jump high over the mountains in front of you with the wind we send you

If the voices we exchange now won't disappear, then we'll swear this love for another 100 years
Because we want more smiles to blossom on your faces

It's always been in our hearts　That's why we want to try to tell you
Thank you... "From now on as well, thank you"

We are standing here now, able to shine because you are all here
The five of us will be here, forever
Changing everything we experienced up until now into power
When we wrapped you up in our unchanging love, eternity appeared
Look, eternity was born for just you and me

Lyrics are from Yarukizero LJ :D

- Honestly, this song mean so much to me. no matter what, I'll support them till the end. I myself, strive to attend their concert to meet them, and to see them shining there on the stage sappy much they say thank you to us fan, but I'm going to say thank you as well, for brightening and made my day, and bring me happiness and other kind of emotions when I see them. Thank you so much <3


10) TOP 5 favorite Arashi Group Songs?
- 5x10
- Boku ga Boku no subete
- Mukae ni Iku yo
- Niji no kakera ~no rain, no rainbow~
- Furusato


11) TOP 5 fav movies of your ichiban?

I don't really watch Jun nor the other member's movies tbh

- Lucky Seven SP (not really rank 1, since he's my ichiban, I thought I placed this at the top here)
- Kyou no hi wa Sayonara
- Gantz
- Kagi no Kakatta Heya SP


12) Give me your 2 fave songs from each boy?
- Jun: Stay Gold, Come Back to Me
- Nino: Mata Kyou to Onaji Asu ga Kuru, Niji
- Ohno: Take me faraway, Hit the Floor
- Aiba: Friendship, Janakute
- Sho: TABOO, Hip Hop Boogie


13) Fav games played in VS Arashi
- Kicking Sniper, Bank Bowling, Jungle Bingo


14) Favorite album?
- Digitalian, Are you Happy, Scene


15) Fave PV?
- Face Down
- Don't you Get It
- Breathless
- Everything
- Ashita no Kioku


16) Do you own an outfit similar to your ichiban's outfit?
- lol no except probably the concert T-Shirts then


17. Given the chance you meet the boys, what will you tell them individually
Jun: Omg hi, I'm a fan and I really like you ! I really look forward for your production for the next concert
Nino: i like you and your charming, and cheeky personality. Please tell me what games are you playing!
Ohno: riidaa!! I like your voice as well your dance!! teach me how to dance plss, and no pls don't go fishing right now
Aiba: I'm not good with animals, can you teach me how to be friends with them??
Sho: honestly, be my economic tutor pls


18) How will you celebrate the boys anniversary this year?
- uwaah I'm not sure :')) I don't really celebrate their anniversary last year. I forgot the anniversary then I coincidentally watched 5x10 Anniversary Concert and listened to 5x10 and cried so much. Then I remember lol I spent that day watching Arashi anniversary and hawaii concerts and also, fanmade videos for their 15 years of debut. I cried so much at that day omg

- I'm not too sure what will I do this year X'D let's hope I can do something special for the anniversary

saw viereedom do this arashi ranking and i thought "ah, I want to do this too" so I hope you don't mind me doing this too, Vie chan ! XD I've never really rank them in terms of songs before aside so I'd like to see mine myself lol so here goes


Favorite Member
1. Matsumoto Jun
2. Ninomiya Kazunari
3. Ohno Satoshi / Sakurai Sho / Aiba Masaki (honestly, these 3 are equals XD)


Favorite Voice
1. Ohno Satoshi
2. Ninomiya Kazunari
3. Matsumoto Jun / Aiba Masaki
4. Sakurai Sho


Favorite Solo
1. Ninomiya Kazunari : Mata Kyou to Onaji Asu ga Kuru
2. Ohno Satoshi : Take me Faraway
3. Matsumoto Jun : Stay Gold
4. Sakurai Sho : Taboo
5. Aiba Masaki : Friendship

Favorite Pairing
1. MatsuMiya
2. Uh, I don't really have any other fav pairing tbh X'D
3. Junba / Aimiya (I find them cute but I never actually read their otp fics)


Favorite Song
1. 5x10
2. Boku ga Boku no subete
3. Mukae ni Iku yo
4. Niji no Kakera~no rain, no rainbow~
5. Furusato


Favorite song (from single)
1. To be free
2. Daylight
3. Breathless
4. Love Wonderland
5. Fukkatsu LOVE


Favorite PV
1. Face Down
2. Don't you Get It
3. Breathless
4. Everything
5. Ashita no Kioku


Favorite Concert
1. Anniversary Tour 5x10
2. Digitalian Tour
3. Arafes '12
4. 10-11 Tour "Scene" Kimi to Boku no Miteiru Fukei
5. LOVE Tour (maybe AYH soon?)

actually find this concert ranking hard because I honestly love all of them :'D maybe this ranking is not true at times

I'm so not used to this site, gonna start sorting everything out by tomorrow (_ _)

I won't posting as much as I did on LJ too....maybe I'm posting anything random, atleast to fill out my own journal huff